Constituiton OF Chaos

College!Fun!Chicks!Heaven or Hell,Work..

So it's my 2nd week of college...its been good so far..met a lot of interesting ppl, with different kinds of characters..the campus is, well, kinda beautiful...n my fav place being rite now is probably the LIBRARY!yeah!!!its really relaxing in there...u can really have a nice nap without any disturbance..i noe some ppl would think it is not the most ideal place to be, but to me its where u can have some time for your own...away from the buzzling world..drowning urself..in books!haha a chance for a liltle salvation.rite...hmm so this is college life huh??lectures, classes, discussions, ASSignments and self-draining when night falls.wheww..interesting. And chicks in coll, well let me say its just sizzling hot in there. Everywhere u turn, u'll see some nice booty passing by, making ur neck twist 270 degrees..hehe..something sweet yea...let's just say its Heaven for most guys when it comes to having the female species around! okay, chicks aside, this is the beginning of a new life for some, n its a culture shock for those who r foreign. hell, i was dumbstruck during the first day but i slowly blend in with the surrounding..adding more life..n lecturers!!yeah! there r some really cool ones, n there's the Mrs.Tingle material. no offence to them, but its the truth..fact being they have some issues! but hey, i ain't judging, as long as u deliver what we're here for, which is the EDUCATION i'm cool with it..no strings attached. Lastly, pray that i get through this 2 n a half years without bumping into really hardcore obstacles, coz that is the last rock u would wanna hit..no joking mates...anyway, HARDROCK SKOOLING!

My 1st personal CompuTer



Well,let me see where i should start.It has always been a problem for me when i need to get started at something,regardless of the genre of the theme.My dad came to see me at my workplace,told me that i could get my computer that has been booked for the past 2 months n the rest,as they say,is history.It’s quite exciting for me,as i had a really rough day just b4 i bought my macbook.I’m not afraid to admit that i’m quite ilitrate when it comes to computers,what more if its Apple computers.Something new,but nothing complicated really,as it is quite user friendly n well,i’ll just hav to make the effort 2 learn it,wouldn’t i?I only knew how 2 shutdown this damn thing last nite after probably 15 mins of searching 4 the shutdown icon.at least its a start 2 a new beginning,rite??hopefully with the days to come i’ll be able understand this machine more deeply n perhaps personally.hell,i’m gonna treat it like my Queen!!it gives me what i want,won’t bitch about it n understand my needs!plus it ain’t cheap!

The Ppl I Met During My Past

The people i met during my past
To be honest,i never really thought i’ll ever see these ppl ever again.It came quite as a coincidence,as it all happen when i was working in O’briens Irish Sandwich Cafe.I bumped into an old friend who was also working in One Utama n wether it was mere luck,my former science class when i was in TTDI high school was having a gathering over the weekend n my friend invited me over.So that night during the gathering,i once again saw all the familiar faces that i was once part of,but just for a short period of time.All of them are doing quite well for themselves,which most are doing medicine n engineering.hhmmm,it wasn’t a surprise though,much more expected.I’m happy to hear that they r really doing well in their studies,at least making something out of themselves,really happy.But somehow for me,there’s this ‘what if’ or ‘what could have been if i had stayed in tmn tun n concentrate on my studies’ ringing in the back of my head.I feel the regret going through me every time these thoughts comes into my head.I tried giving it a shot at what i was deeply passionate about once,but it didin’t really go all to well n before i add more damage to it,i retreated n lay back for awhile.So basically,i had put my studies aside,putting my education that could probably lead me to a better life at risk for something that i had grew up with which if i had done well,could also lead me to a better life.But life isn’t very fair after all,is it??I wouldn’t say that what i had gone through was a failure,it’s just that it happen the way i didn’t quite expect.wait,that’s not quite true.I kind of saw it coming towards the end of my so-called ‘career’.But i was too late 4 me to realize it...n nothing much could have been done.Okay,back to where i was earlier,about seeing my old friends achieving very well acedamically n how i feel some regrets of not doing the same thing,i somehow realize it’s a give n take phase that i went through.I did miss out a little on my education,but i’ve probabbly gain tonnes of life experience!Doing something different from others aren’t always easy.For starters,not everyone could understand why u chose to do it n not everyone feels what u go through. You’re unfortunately on your own most of the time.But if you r able to hold on,u’ll be able to bounce back on your feet n tell your story,like what i’m doing rite now.I can’t really say that i’m 100 per cent back on my two feet,but i’m slowly getting myself back together n start fresh.Nothing i can do to revert the past n nothing i can do to fix d damage that’s been done.But what i could do is to embrace the very bitter life experience that i have,n apply it as a knowledge in life that i would still be going through.There’s absolutely no point bitching about it,or complaining about d ‘what if’ or ‘what could hav been’.Here is what it is,as they say,let bygones be bygones.
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My 1st personal computer
Thursday,29th June 06
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